I'm Going To Be An Auntie!

My baby sister is in labor right now.  I'm beside myself.  She called me at 3:45 am to tell me her water had broken, and I was never able to get back to sleep.  I just kept thinking "how can this sister, who just yesterday (it seems) was calling me 'Zennifuh' and putting lipstick on my Raggedy Ann doll with a red marker, possibly be about to give birth?"  

I went to school this morning and taught an Algebra II lesson for a formal observation.  It went pretty well considering the usual behavior of the class.  But I just couldn't keep my mind on school and I left to go to the hospital.  So, here we are, 12 hours later.  My baby sis has been in the hospital, in labor since 4am.  She's still got a long way to go.  I've just come home and Heather went to take my place in keeping my mom company.  My original purpose for being at the hospital was to be my brother-in-law's "back-up", but he didn't need me.  He hasn't left Megan's side for more than 5 minutes the entire time.

I'm so exhausted, but I feel so guilty just coming home and sleeping when I know what's ahead for my sister.  I have to admit though, it is exciting to know that I'll go to sleep, and when I wake up my little nephew will be here.  I keep reflecting on God's love and His generosity.  He allows us to take part in His creation of new life.  Watching my sister go through her labor pains so calmly and with such focus has made me aware of what a selfless thing it is to say "yes - I will shepherd these children for you, Lord".  Thanks be to God for all the mothers out there!